#371

I have no idea what I’m doing , who I am , what I love or what to do with just life . I wonder if this is what it feels like to be dead but breathing . And I feel so ungrateful for all I know I have . Bottom line I want to change but I have no clue how to do so . I am so scared about the future .About whats going to happen next for me in life . It is absolutely terrifying .

Dee