Crying , fake smile , fake laugh , fake this and fake that . Everything is fake . Trying not to cry in front of others , but I just couldn't .
I'm sorry I cant be perfect . I've tried my very best to be perfect for you , but I think I've failed . I'm sorry , again .
And fyi , I also did tried my best last year . And again , I've failed you . I know .
I'm trying to change , for goodness sake . I hope I wont disappoint you this time .
For goodness sake , **** *** . I LOVE YOU SO MUCH . Please forgive me , for not being perfect and for being just me