DAYANG ATHIRAH NOR'AZLAN

Thought I couldn't live without you.

2012-02-10T15:43:00.002+08:00

Happy 1st monthlyversary, self.

I can make it through the rain.

2012-01-26T16:55:00.004+08:00

Haaaaaaiiii. Hihihi. Saya sekarang berada di Management & Science University, menapak di uPlaza sensorang, tengok TV sambil melayan lagu dan melayari internet. Pergh, ayat. K sebenarnya tujuan utama duduk sini nak buat kerja, dan nampak macam kerja dah habis. Assignments malas buat T.T Takpe, esok lah buat. Esok menapak dekat library section 13 tu pulak. Ulalaaa, dah library tempak lepak aku sekarang. Sejuk hati mak abah dengar, kan? :3

Oh, semalam time kelas IT, Madam Farah Exora bagitahu markah mid-sem. Macam tak berdebar pulak dengar. Time Madam bagitahu tu, gentle aku buat pekak je. Y'know why? Sebab aku expect aku failed! Time menjawab tu, subhanallah, Allah je la tahu aku jawab macam mana. Siap lukis pokok, dengan burung haaaa jangan tak tahu. Orang sebelah siap gelak -.-' Time Madam sebut nombor ID aku, aku nak je keluar kelas. Sekali D. Okay rasa nak bangga sangat-sangat sebenarnya. D wooooiii! D! Bukan F! :b Nevermind, I'll study hard for final nanti (;

MSU blocked Tumblrrrrrr. This is unacceptable! Tak boleh nak Tumblring kat sini. Tak patut okay buat macam tu. Pihak bertanggungjawab diminta unblock balik Tumbr. Kthanksbye.

*P/s: I am pleased to say I am happy, with or without you.

Te wit teerrrr.

2012-01-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

Heyhooooo. I'm back to twitter. No, it's not like I can't live without it. I actually can. I've had my 15days trial off it. I know. I just need it back. Y'know, to express my feelings. Hmph. Yeah.. So.... Bye

*P/s: I'm dying missing you. Fuck, I miss you so bad.

Well this is something personal.

2012-01-10T22:43:00.004+08:00

You took away my smile. You took away my dreams. You took away my happiness. You took away my love. You took away my everything.

You were always gonna be my love and you should know even if I fall in love with somebody else, I'll remember to love you taught me how. You were always gonna be the one and for now, I'll still be singing this one love song for somebody like you, my first love.

Time after time, I tried to forget our life together but the memories are so so hard to let go. Tomorrow the time will be the same as today, trying to hold back the tears when I'm thinking of you. All I want is to be with you once more.

You will always be inside my heart and you should know that I wish that I could ever let you go. I know that I love you now and forever.

I found a poem that I wrote back when we were together on 2009. Wow. Just wow. I cant't believe I wrote that, but yeah. I did. So... Hm. I won't publish it here because, well, it's too public. And it will be a huge embarrassment for me you see.

I miss you, starshine. I really do. :'

*P/s: Tears are poured, every fucking night.

What a failure you are.

2012-01-06T11:08:00.002+08:00

Well this is a confession. I suck in relationships. I always manage to find the flaws. Sometimes in others, but mostly my own. I foretell the ending then go and create the cause, save myself and end up alone. I am, indeed, a failure in love life.

I keep listening to Mariah Carey's songs lately; My All, I Still Believe,Without You, Through The Rains and Love Takes Time. Those songs reminds me of you, and it kinda helps me with my feelings. So..... Yeah.....

Lately, I've been saying what's on my mind a lot more. It's the best thing I've ever done.

This is not me.

2012-01-03T17:03:00.003+08:00

I have deactivated my Twitter account about two or three days. So far, hidup aku sangat sasau, tak tentu arah. Semua benda aku nak tweet. Tapi aku nak tahan diri aku daripada buat account baru. Guess I will be updating my blog just like before lah kan? Facebook dah lama pun aku deactivate. Takde rasa nak active kan balik pun. Booo (N)

Mid-sem minggu depan, and guess what? Aku tak study apa pun lagi. Hohoho. Assignments pun haram tak jalan lagi. Matilah aku --'

So I had a rough days since new year. But I'm slowly facing it. I will be fine. Insya-Allah.

*P/s: Seriously Patah Seribu by Shila Amzah suits my situation perfectly. I miss you. I do :'

Untittled

2012-01-01T13:10:00.002+08:00

The pain of losing someone truly close to you eventually will fade. But the memories are forever. I think the one that hits us the most is the fact that we know they won’t be coming back. That’s what breaks me down the most. And the memories, the memories just make it all worse. there won’t be another smile like theirs. There won’t be another laugh like theirs, there won’t be another time where we can reminisce about the good times. We’re just left lonely with a feeling of debt to them. Wishing we could have done whatever could’ve helped to keep that person here. But it is going to happen. We can’t hide or run away from it. It’s apart of the circle of life. I know losing someone is hard, but we should feel glad that we got to be apart of their life. Out of all the people in the world it was you who they got to spend their life with. That is something i’ll always keep in mind. Something i’ll forever cherish.

Not Good Enough.

2011-12-06T10:17:00.006+08:00

I'm the kind of girl that when I cry, I cry. When I fall for someone, I fall too hard. People tell me I'm too intense when it comes to emotions. I'll do anything to be around you. I don't always look perfect and sometimes I get insecure, and I may have flaws. But I'll love you better than anyone else ever could. I'm trying so hard to be a good partner to you. I hope you knew that.

The Not-So-Perfect Birthday.

2011-11-17T23:50:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday, Siti Nurathirah binti Nor'Azlan

Mama Yann, thanks for being the first to wish. Same goes to Papa Bombay, Jasmine Haqueen, Arif Farhan, Ryan and Airiel. Gila sayang korang. Terharu sangat tahu? Even though skrip Airiel diberi oleh mama. HAHA. I love you guys :')

And as for others, thank you jugak for the wishes. Terharu. Takde FB bagitahu korang birthday aku bila pun korang ingat. Rasa nak cium-cium sorang-sorang. Heh. Kalaulah boleh :b Sayang korang! Thanks a lot :')

*P/s: Does anyone else get sad when they're alone, in bed, at the end of the day, with no one to talk to? Because I do.

The world is coming down on me.

2011-11-15T03:49:00.002+08:00

You think it was tough out there? Think it was easy for me without you? You thought that every single day wasn't a goddamn marathon of my life without you? It was terrible to feel so empty, as if I were nothing. I miss you terribly. I'm patiently waiting for you. I just wanted to remind you that I love you. You're worth all of this and so much more. I love you and I miss you and next time I see you I'll hug you and never let go.

Best thing I never had.

2011-11-05T06:52:00.005+08:00

No seriously. I don't. But I guess I just can't help myself. I always write about you. Every time I hold a pen or pencil or marker, anything, I'll end up writing about you and your name every where I can. Papers, desk, and even my hands. I guess I'm in love with you, again. And frankly, I'm so tired of missing you. I miss you. So much.

I love you, more than Spongebob loves jellyfish, Sandy loves karate, Mr. Krabs loves money, Squidward loves his clarinet. And Love, I need you like Plankton needs that Krabby Patty secret recipe. I need your love like a boy needs his mothers side.

*P/s: Wish You Were Here by Avril Lavigne always reminds me of you.

Where's the sense of humanity in a human nowadays?

2011-10-23T19:09:00.002+08:00

RIP WANG YUE

October 14th 2 year old toddler Wang Yue walks out of her parents shop and crosses the road. She doesn’t realise a van approaching her. The van is driving at a moderate speed but when the van draws closer to the girl, it doesn’t stop but drives right over her. As the front wheel runs over her body the driver realises that he had run over the girl. After a moment of hesitation, the driver continues, crushing the girl with the back wheel as well. Yue Yue is left on the streets bleeding, at this stage she is still alive and moving. 3 pedestrians walk past her but yet no one is willing to stop to help the poor little girl. Another van drives past and runs over her body the second time. 18 pedestrians walk past her but still, no one helps her. Finally a women picking up trash sees her and drags her to the side of the road. She calls for help and the girls mother runs out. Yue Yue is finally rescued after 10 minutes and 18 witnesses.

Wang Yue died in hospital on 21st of October due to organ failure. The drivers of the vans have been arrested but both claim that it was dark and they couldn’t see where they were going although both of their headlights had been turned off. If one of the 3 first witnesses had a heart to just even call the ambulance, Wang Yue probably wouldn’t be where she is now. It makes me wonder where people’s hearts are these days. If you saw a toddler bleeding to death on the middle of the road would you just pretended like you saw nothing?

Rest in Peace beautiful Wang Yue. You only had 2 years in this world before your life was taken away from you. I hope that where you are now is way better than this messed up society that we live in. I hope that this tragedy will be a wakeup call for those heartless people out there. Us humanity needs to start caring for each other again. This incident should never be forgotten. Wang Yue exposed us to the sad reality of the 21st century and we need to learn from this. Sweetheart, you’ll forever be in our hearts.

How To Love

2011-10-19T14:10:00.004+08:00

I'm so afraid to tell people how I feel because I have no idea how they're going to feel back. I can never take back what I said and it's hard to figure out if things will be the same. So, instead of taking a risk and confessing our feelings, I sit back and let the "what ifs" gather in my head.

*P/s: I am torn between letting you go and making an effort to stay in your life. Maybe this is because I know that I will never find someone like you.

A little bit of something.

2011-10-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

I don't really wish Sayang has a Twitter account, because if he do I'd be a dead meat. I'll freak the shit out of him by posting what's on my mind and clearly, it has always been him.

*P/s: Baca that gambar from bawah ke atas.

Ever since.

2011-10-14T15:15:00.002+08:00

Dua hari melangok kat rumah. Dengar cerita cuti sem ni nak buat lesen. Apa celup? Duduk rumah, tidur 12jam, bangun makan. Haiyyaa. Takde aktiviti yang berfaedah langsung. Rugi takde boyfriend kat sini :3

Seriously doh, wajib buat lesen untuk kesenangan diri sendiri. Bila dah ada lesen nanti tak perlu la takut bila nampak polis masa tengah drive. :3

Because it's not.

2011-10-04T00:24:00.003+08:00

You have no idea how I'm feeling. Thank you.

*P/s: I never really gave up on you.

Let me guess, You're sorry?

2011-09-22T18:42:00.000+08:00

Sorry for what? For leaving me hanging? For making me think that I was special? For coming into my life, make such a big impact on it, and expect me to just accept the fact that you walked away and made it look so easy? You’re sorry? Well you know what? Thank You. Thank you so much for showing me not everything in life is permanent. For opening my eyes and showing me what it means to love someone so much and get hurt just as much.

Story of my life.

2011-09-21T22:33:00.002+08:00

When all of the people around me are in a relationship and they're like:

And I’m all awkward over in my own little world like:

Hell to the yeah. No kidding, brah.

Over.

2011-09-21T00:10:00.003+08:00

What more do you want to hear from me? Is there anything you wish to see? A joke? A laugh? A smile? A cry? A scream? A song? A lullaby?

See I know we are not who we were. I live in denial, remember? So please don't ask me to open my eyes. Don't wanna wake up and realize the honeymoon's over, that I should better be mature.

Seriously? Be mature?

I'm sorry I do not know what to say. Do understand I'm breaking, but hey when you tell me that you are leaving, don't think I did not see it coming.

Of course I saw we are no longer having stuff we enjoy together but can we play along our part? And not parade this change of heart? Are you really sure that we off better and over?

What more can I say when you wish to leave today. I wont break down now and burst

but, would you like to have one last breakfast?

Because I seriously can't.

2011-09-17T01:53:00.003+08:00

Exactly. Could someone just tell me why?

My final exam is just around the corner. And aku sumpah tak tahu menahu apa aku dah belajar selama ni. Bazirkan duit parents je. Penat bayar itu ini, apa benda dah belajar pun tak tahu. Baik jadi suri rumah je weh. --'

I don't know what else to say.

I'm done here. Chalo.

*P/s: You know the Plain White T's song called Hate? Yeah, that song reminds me of you.

Just another day.

2011-09-15T17:29:00.000+08:00

Dear self,

Stop saying that everything is “okay”. Stop telling people you’re “fine”. Stop fronting like nothing bothers you. It’s tearing you up inside. You can’t avoid your problems by acting like they aren’t there. Stop it with the bullshit “I’m fine, honestly” replies. Everything isn’t okay, you’re not fine. Face it, you’re a fucking mess. Just stop lying to yourself.

Miss how much I need you.

2011-09-08T16:54:00.004+08:00

It's been a while now, eh? Wow, ever since I'm addicted to Twitter, I completely forgot to update my blog.

Hmm, here we go.

Raya. Sekarang dah raya ke berapa eh? Okay lupa. But anyways, still raya en? Raya sebulan - untuk orang yang tak tinggal puasa. Tahun ni raya aku -9. Wow, lamanya aku tinggal. Takpe, nasib boleh ganti :3

Sorry peeps. Takde gambar raya tahun ni. Well, not in my camera. No. Takde. Camera aku dah lama hidup dalam koma. Dah lama sangat dah tak guna. Insya-Allah satu hari nanti aku guna balik. Just not now.

Anywaaaays, Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri y'alls! Maaf Zahir Batin yaww (;

*P/s: When I cared, you ignored me. Now save it, because I don't give a fuck anymore ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Believe it or not

2011-08-20T06:05:00.006+08:00

Today is gonna be a great history for me. Y'all know why? Because THE Cody Simpson follows me on Twitter! Fuck yeah, baby! Y'all don't believe me? Well, I got proof. See,

Heck yeah I tweeted bout it right after I noticed it. Well, what am I supposed to do then if not tweet it? Duuuuh~

Lovya, man. Hihi :3 And for those who still didn't believe this, you can always go to my twitter account @tyraalan_ or click that Twitter button on the right side theree --------> and check it out yourself. I'm telling you the truth. There's no point though for me to lie.

Oh and btw, THE Anwar Hadi replied my tweet too today. Oh what a nice day today's gonna be :3

*P/s: You guys can click on Cody's name and Anwar Hadi's name to go to their Twitter account.

Lots of love, ME. (:

So someone helped me

2011-08-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

Katanya bagi soalan sebelum ni,

S: hello , kau hutang kat kakak and adik kau rm 49.50 . total rm 99 . plus rm1 kat tgn kau . so , rm100 . sepatutnya kau kena bg dorang rm1.50 sorang . yg kau ni pun satu simpan rm 1 tu apasal ? kan dah susah nak fikir . haha .

Aku dengan kebingungan lagi, suruh dia explain more. Katanya,

S: rm97 bahagi dgn 2 = rm48.50 . tp , after dpt baki rm3 , kau bg sorang rm1 , so , rm48.50 + rm1 = rm49.50 . kau hutang kakak ngan adik kau rm49.50 sorang , so , (49.50)(2) = rm99 . yg rm1 yg kau pengang tu sebenarnya kau amik duit dorang sorang 50 sen . sebenarnya , pengiraan kau yg x berapa nak betul kat sini . kau sebenarnya bukan hutang dorang rm49 , tp rm49.50 .

Yeay. Sekarang aku dah faham. Sesungguhnya aku bangga ada kawan yang pandai :3

So I have a question.

2011-08-11T20:59:00.001+08:00

Aku nak beli baju RM97 tapi aku takde duit. So aku pinjam la RM50 kat kakak, RM50 kat adik. Sekarang aku ada RM100 dalam tangan. Lepas beli baju, cashier pulangkan RM3. Aku pun pulangkan RM1 kat kakak. RM1 kat adik. Lagi RM1 aku pegang. Sekarang ni aku hutang kakak RM49, hutang adik RM49. Tapi bila aku campur dua-dua hutang kakak and adik, RM49+RM49= RM98. Campur duit dalam tangan aku RM1=RM99. Mana lagi RM1 duit aku?

Someone, help me. Pretty please? :3

Gee :'/

2011-08-09T19:37:00.001+08:00

R.I.P Gee

2011-08-05T15:55:00.001+08:00

Something just happened. Gee died. My sister's Sugar Glider just died today. I'll tell the story later. Yah, I'm sorry for your lost.

R.I.P Gee

And again

2011-08-02T20:32:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah. Tadi siang lagi sekali aku sental jamban, cuci cuci semua. Lega sikit hati tengok jamban bersih :3

*P/s: I hate the fact that I can't smile whenever I am with you guys.

Solat Sunat Tarawih & Witr

2011-08-02T07:04:00.004+08:00

SOLAT SUNAT TARAWIH

1. Lafaz Niat Sembahyang Tarawih:

Bermaksud: Sahaja aku sembahyang Tarawih dua rakaat ma'mum kerana Allah Taala (Pulang ke Laman Hadapan)

2. Rukun Sembahyang Tarawih

Rukun sembahyang sunat Tarawih ini sama sahaja dengan rukun sembahyang yang lain juga.

SEMBAHYANG WITR

1. Sembahyang Sunat Witr

a) Menurut kebiasaan umum orang-orang Islam di Malaysia menunaikan sembahyang Witr selepas sunat Tarawih ini sebanyak 3 rakaat sahaja. Sunat Witr ini ditunaikan secara berjamaah.

b) Salam selepas dua rakaat yang pertama.

c) Lafaz niat sembahyang sunat Witr

i- bagi dua rakaat yang pertama:

Bermaksud: Sahaja aku sembahyang Witr dua rakaat ma'mum kerana Allah Ta'ala.
ii- bagi rakaat yang akhir:

Bermaksud: Sahaja aku sembahyang Witr satu rakaat ma'mum kerana Allah Ta'ala.

d) Pada malam 16 hingga akhir Ramadhan adalah sunat dibaca doa Qunut pada rakaat yang akhir. Lafaz Qunut di sini sama juga dengan lafaz Qunut semmbahyang Subuh. Dan jika tidak membaca Qunut ini adalah disunatkan Sujud Sahwi

Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

2011-08-01T13:11:00.003+08:00

Setahun dah berlalu. Tup tup je kan rasa? Cepat je. Alih alih dah Ramadhan :)

To all muslims out there, Salam Ramadhan. Fast like this is your last Ramadhan. Beramal ibadah lah anda sepuasnya (;

Feelings

2011-07-28T18:11:00.002+08:00

I don’t want to hide, but yet I don’t want to crumble. I’m still pretending that it doesn’t hurt, but it does, and that makes me even more troubled. On a sidenote, I want to say thank you to all the family and friends who know, and understand, and put that smile on my face, give me hugs, make me laugh till my stomach hurts and just simply make me feel like I’m not alone in this world. Thank you for tolerating me all this while.

Happy 19th Birthday, Yah

2011-07-27T00:00:00.003+08:00

19 y/o sis: Mom, I want a surprise birthday party.

Mom: I have a surprise for you; No birthday party.

LOL. Mom, you're dead awesome! ♥

Btw, yah. May you have a blast today! Love, your sister.

Forever alone

2011-07-26T21:34:00.002+08:00

I really can’t picture anyone at all having a crush on me. I can’t picture anyone daydreaming about me. I can’t picture someone thinking about me when they’re lay in bed before they fall asleep. I can’t picture anyone telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I hugged them, or even just because I made eye contact with them. I can’t picture someone smiling because my name lit up their phone. I just can’t. I'm forever alone - that's what I keep telling myself, every single day.

No love

2011-07-19T20:44:00.002+08:00

My emotions are fucked. I never know how to feel about things anymore. Sometimes I’m randomly sad, even if I have no reason and become depressed by thinking about all the bad things in my life. I just want to be happy. But here I am, still alone and lonely.

Princesses Trip to Jakarta

2011-07-18T21:55:00.003+08:00

Halo halo halo! I'm back, baby! Hihi. I just came back from Jakarta, Indonesia yesterday - if I'm not mistaken. So, ni ni niiiiiii mak nak cerita pasal Jakarta, nyah! :D

DAY 1:

Setibanya kami, Kak Farah, Kakak, Yah, dan saya di Lapangan Terbang Antarabangsa Soekarno-Hatta, Jakarta, supir kami, Pak Sulis dah terlambai-lambai dah tangan panggil "Dila". Hihi. Dia bawak kereta Kijang Innova. Comel. Kijang :P Tapi jangan nak comel sangat lah kan? Masuk ke jalan raya, mak datuk! Bawak mengucap la banyak-banyak. Kereta himpit-himpit, jarak masing-masing seinci je. Kami yang dalam kereta yang mengelak kemain. Memang pening gila la. Traffic memang tak pernah nak tak jammed.

Pak Sulis bawak kami terus p hotel, tapi malang check in boleh pukul 2PM waktu local. Masa kami sampai baru dalam pukul 12PM or 1PM macam tu la. Alih-alih pak sulis hantar kami p mall, Grand Indonesia dulu. Kami pusing-pusing cari tempat makan. Last-last end up makan kat dunia asing called Marche. Masuk-masuk memang terasa cam orang asing 8|

Itulah antara gambar mereka mencari benda nak makan dalam dunia Marche tu. Mati kutu okay nak cari makan.

Okay setelah sekian lama mencari, masing-masing pun dah buat keputusan, p duduk kat meja. Nak tengok kami makan apa? Okay, I don't really care, Aku nak tunjuk jugak. :P

Tudiaaaaa. Black Angus Ribeye Steak. Menu Yah, Kak Farah dan sayaaa :D

Pizzaaaaaa. Makan reramai. Sedap super duper sedap okaayyy ;D

And last but not least, dessert! Yumm. Sangat superb! :D

Dah habis makan, perut dah kenyang, p shopping pulak dalam mall tu. Shopping tak banyak. Kasut jeh. Shopping kat kedai The Little Thing She Needs. Lawa-lawa bro kasut dia. Tarak tipu punyaaaaaa. Kalau tak beli, haish, menyesal okay.

Kak Fareeeee dengan Yeeehhh baru habis shopping. Kak Fare macam menuding ke arah benda yang seharusnya yah beli je? Cam, "Yah, tengok tu. Tu pun lawa. Yah patut beli tu sekali tadi". :P

Dah habis shopping baru balik hotel, check in. Dah malam jugak la time tu. Kira bila masuk bilik je boleh tidur terus la.

DAY 2:

Plan sebenar, nak p Bandung and Animal Safari. Plan memang dah kira baik punya la. Tapi malang, plan terpaksa di-cancel-kan dek kerana sesuatu yang lebih baik :P

Hari kedua kami dihabiskan dengan berjalan-jalan di Tanah Abang, Mangga Dua, dan lain-lain. Can't recall everything. But one thing to remember is, it was the very the superb, superb, and superb. Jalan punya jalan punya jalan sampai malam baru teringat kelaparan yang melanda diri masing-masing. Pak Sulis hantar kami ke plaza apa pun aku tak ingat. Kami p makan di Bakerzin.

Makan, makan, makan, tetiba Kak Farah teringatkan Aizzat. Kabut dia nak p cari baju untuk Aizzat. Kami tengah makan ni, dia boleh cakap, "Takpe, takpe. Kalau tak habis makan nanti kita p makan lain. Takut kedai tutup ni nak beli baju untuk Aizzat ni".

Dah p beli baju untuk Aizzat, jalan-jalan, ternampak Cold Stone. P la merasa ais krim tu. Aku letak tips, pastu dia nyanyi; Dudaaa dudaaaaa. Hihi. Like seriously double kecomelan melanda. Agak terkejut jugak la tetiba duadua staff dia nyanyi. Ingatkan tabung untuk tips je, rupanya dia ada tulis; Put coin for fun! :D

Dah habis jalan, mall pun dah tutup, baru call Pak Sulis suruh pick up. Balik hotel, tidur.

DAY 3:

Semula kami ke Tanah Abang untuk membeli baju raya. Al-maklumlah. Memang itu tujuan kami sebenarnya. Jalan punya jalan, pusing punya pusing, naik turun, turun naik, timur barat, utara selatan, baru jumpa yang kami minat. Belilah untuk mak satu, kakak satu, yah satu, aku satu, adik satu. Dah habis.

Pusing pusing lagi sampai sakit tumit, baru call Pak Sulis suruh pick up. Kak Farah ada appointment spa a.k.a meraba :P

Masa call Pak Sulis tu, dia kata jam. Kami dok fikir, dia p mana je la? Tak parking ke hari ni? Rupanya jam daripada atas tempat parking tu nak kebawah. Memang dassat punya jam. Sejam ke sejam setengah dia ambik masa nak turun. Naik berbulu jugak la tunggu. Sampai terbesila depan pintu mall tu. Like, seriously so Indonesian 8| Ada bukti siap niiiiii;

Hihihi. So Indonesian, right? Kalau foreigners lain nampak, sure diorang pun tak expect kami ni sama je dengan diorang; ; foreigners :P

Sementara kak Farah p spa, kami p jumpa kawan lama mak masa mak study kat Australia dulu. P makan nasi padang kat Sari Ratu. Not bad eh. Gambar gambar gambar

Lepas makan, borak, cerita apa semua, p jalan jalan dengan aunty tu. Aunty tu bawak kami p Thambrincity. Mall macam TS. Semata nak cari sebiji fridge magnet untuk Uncle Mie. Sampai naik tension aunty tu sebab tak jumpa. Naik geram dia :P

Last-last bila semua dah fed up, semua patah balik p Grand Indonesia tu. Jumpa je kak Farah, aunty tu tanya kak Farah, " I wonder how did you manage tu take care of these three girls.":P

Dah jalan jalan, bergambar lagi, lagi dan lagi :P

Oh! Lupaaaaaaa sangat nak bagitahu bahawasanya dekat sana, bila nak masuk mall yang grand grand, kena pass through security check dulu. Takut kita bawa bom agaknya? :P Ni bukti!

Okay dah. Bila dah nak balik tu, Pak Sulis tanya nak p Hard Rock tak? Kami senyap je. Dia bawak 5 ke 10 km/h macam haaarrrrr jugak ah. Bila dah decide, dia stop. Rupanya dah sampai. Kabut masing masing dengan tudung buka, dengan yang menonyoh muka dengan bedak, haish, macam macam. Padan la dia bawa laju tu je --'

Dalam Hard Rock, kami makan entree dengan dessert je. Kenyang enn. Before tu pun dah lahap Cold Stone lagi. Hihi.

Okay lepas lepak dalam sejam dua camtu, balik hotel. Pack bag. Tidur.

DAY 4:

Time to go hoooooooommeeee. Sampai airport, check in, p minum sambil tunggu departure time. Masa tengah tunggu tu, boring boring, conteng cup kertas kak farah. Hihi.

Masuk je, tunggu plane pulak. Tetiba ter-delay. Yah sangat batak okay dengan camera time tu. Bukti lageeeyyyy

Hihihi. Time naik plane aku pulak batak. Sebab ada Irwansyah, Bunga Citra Lestari :P Dalam flight macam biasa, tidur and tetiba dah sampai Malaysia. Waaaaahhhh.

HOME SWEET HOME ! :D

The time has come

2011-07-13T17:00:00.002+08:00

Percaya tak percaya, hihi. Akhirnya. A vacation for me. Away from these people, away from school, away from home. Bukan selalu pun kan dapat macam nii. So, Jakarta. Here I come:'D

What a day :/

2011-07-05T21:02:00.002+08:00

I had a very terrible day doh yesterday. Sumpah I can't forgive myself for what happened. I cried last night. Well, that's actually a usual thing but I cried even harder last night. I just can't forgive myself :|

Btw, he's all I think about. I miss him.

It's all about the ocean

2011-07-04T00:32:00.003+08:00

For those kids who are from 8 to 12 years old, come and join us, Ed Scuba and become one of our Scuba Rangers now!

* P/s : I like this year punya MIDE. Jeremy ♥ (;

Happy July

2011-07-01T23:59:00.004+08:00

Ahahahahaha , hit it! 11.59 PM, 1st July 2011. K now dah 12.00 AM 2nd July 2011. K whatever. This post is still gonna be 1st July :P

Anyways, welcome, July.

Me gusta

2011-06-30T15:48:00.004+08:00

I AM NUMBER FOUR WAS THE COOLEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN SO FAR. IT WAS MAGNIFICENT. BEYOND AWESOME. KBYE :D

Lemme prove you something

2011-06-29T19:47:00.006+08:00

I LOVE YOU ALL. THANKS :'D

Mission accomplished.

2011-06-29T15:08:00.004+08:00

Tira tira tira. Serious tak baik curi line orang. HAHA, AAK? :P

Okay so semalam ada list up benda yang aku nak buat en? Now aku nak check balik.

Basuh baju yang dah bertimbun kat dalam baldi tu. - ✔
Nak basuh jamban kat hostel ahh. Geli :$ - ✔
Tidur - ✔
Dengar lagu - ✔
Tengok movie - ✔
Makan - K NOT YET :|

Hah! There. Dengan bangganya :D

K aku serious kena berjaga-jaga. Takut kantoi curi line :P

Oh btw, semalam aku dinner dengan housemates. Damn awkward :| Just feel like sharing with the whole world. Kbye

Finally, some rest for me.

2011-06-28T15:21:00.003+08:00

Esok got no class. Lega lega lega. So, siapa nak belanja makan Molten Chocolate Cake kat Chilli's Subang esok? No one. K :|

Plan untuk esok:

Basuh baju yang dah bertimbun kat dalam baldi tu.
Nak basuh jamban kat hostel ahh. Geli :$
Tidur
Dengar lagu
Tengok movie
Makan

Eh eh eh eh ehhh. Semalam aku tak boleh tiduurrr. Don't know why ah. Tunggang terbalik bontot, naik turun kepala, semua tak kena. They say that when you can't sleep, you're awake in someone's dream. People, enough dreaming about me, I need some rest. :P

K dah. Gonna enjoy my free time today at the library, surfing on the internet. Bubbye guys (;

Like a boss

2011-06-27T09:49:00.002+08:00

Currently tumblr-ing at the library using my laptop #likeaboss

Eh eh eh eh eeeehhhh. MSU block 4shared. Sampai hati en? Grrrrrr. Nak download lagu pun payah. Kena buat kat tempat lain. Facebook tak block pulak. Nasib baik tumblr tak well known sangat. Kalau tak, sure kena block jugak. Macam harrrr.

K nak download nota kelas Theory of Food pulak. Bye

Feel the pressure, baby!

2011-06-26T09:43:00.003+08:00

I'm not properly prepared for anything yet. Suck it. Wish life has a rewind button. I wanna start it all over again.

Btw, I hate my phone and laptop. Phone suka buat hal. Laptop lampi sangat. Aku campak kang tahu ah --'

Here's a confession

2011-06-19T20:04:00.001+08:00

I'm a loner. I don't have a gigantic group of friends. People don't miss me. I'm never the first person anyone looks for in a crowded room. I'm just me. Take it or leave it.

Happy Father's Day

2011-06-19T01:22:00.003+08:00

Happy Father's Day, Abah. I love you, no matter what. You've done a very good job in raising five children like us, well especially me- I think :P Whatever. What matter is I love you with all my heart and yeah, I wish I can make you proud. I'm sure the day will come. We just have to wait for it a little bit. Long live, Abah! Hihi :B

XOXO,

Your daughter (;

* P/s : Happy father's day jugak kat Baba Black Wings, Ayah Joe Wings, Daddy Awie Wings, Daddy Eddie Wings, Papa Bombay and all Edscuba's dads. :D

Bieber, you're fucking cute.

2011-06-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

K so I'm not here to talk bout Bieber. But yes, he's fucking cute. And yes, I am a verified Belieber. But no, not a hardcore one :P

See the GIFS up there? Yes. Secara jujur, aku teringin nak buat macam tu kat tengah bandar KL ni. Tapi apa kan daya? Takkan tercapai la cita-cita tu. Mesti ada je yang mengata, mesti ada je yang benci, mesti ada je salah silap aku. Well, we can't stop people from talking.

So I'm off to Sabah starting from tomorrow. Will see you guys again on Wednesday or Thursday. Terpaksa skip tiga kelas pertama aku dekat Uni. Fffffffuuuu.

* P/s: I wanna live a life with a new perspective.

Facebook Quote

2011-06-08T19:52:00.005+08:00

I cant post it on Twitter. Neither do Facebook. So, here it is.

Girls are like apples. The best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want

to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead,

they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy.

So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them,when,in reality,

they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one

who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree

Special thing for the special one

2011-06-08T18:24:00.001+08:00

Woles, bila nak gegar pulau lagi? Rindu gila doh D':

Why do I feel like I am the luckiest girl alive?

2011-06-08T18:00:00.002+08:00

Because I am the luckiest girl alive :'D I frigging love Edscuba Family so much.

* P/s: He's the dream. And I'm the dreamer

Untunglah

2011-06-07T20:20:00.002+08:00

Bila line internet dah macam macam dekat hostel, sumpah rasa macam nak deactivate account facebook. Kbye.

Aku benci line dekat hostel

2011-06-03T10:28:00.000+08:00

Kejap ada, kejap tak ada. Macam siot. Baik maxis, baik celcom, sama je dua dua. Nak kena beli tune talk, uMobile, digi semua jadah. Sumpah geram. Baik duduk hutan je bro kalau macam tu.

Btw, saya nak iPad :$ Tak pasal en? Tahu. Sabar jap aku ada duit banyak, sumpah aku beli bro.

I love you this big

2011-05-27T00:04:00.002+08:00

Mak, abah, so I started to make friends today. Hari keempat orentasi baru nak buat kawan. Tak senonohkan? Tula. Kerja menyombong je :P

Btw, adakah kalian sedang mendengar lagu yang saya letak kat page saya ni? Jika tidak, sila dengar. Tapi kalau taknak takpelah. Malas nak paksa. #konon. K takde, just nak gtau, saya tujukan lagu ni kat family & Edscuba's Family. I love you all doh. Really do :'D I love you this big. ♥

Oh untuk korang jugak. Dok ehh, ceq tak lupa pun kat hangpa :P Levyu all, dudes and dudets :'D

Kak Fawghah pun nak levyu jugak? Hihi :3

Bye

2011-05-23T08:32:00.002+08:00

Saya register MSU hari ni . Kalau ada hostel , tidur hostel je . Takde dah nak dapat tidur dekat katil empuk kat bilik ni . Takde dah nak online dekat computer dalam bilik ni . Takde dah nak duduk bawah ketiak mak abah kat rumah ni , after 17 years duduk bawah ketiak diorang :'D

Bye , rumah . Bye , bilik . Bye , katil . Bye , computer . Bye , internet kat rumah . Kalau ada WiFi kat sana , baru boleh online . Harap harap ada Wifi . K bye , semua orang ♥

Si Capang Saya ♥

2011-05-22T01:10:00.002+08:00

"Are you gonna kiss me or not?", he asked. And I was like, "Are you kidding me? The answer is always YES, sugar. Always a Yes, Never a No." (';

I love you, Capang :D

In all the world, you'll never find a love as true as mine ♥

Here we go again

2011-05-19T00:43:00.003+08:00

So I've changed my banner , background and my photo at the About Me section on Blogger , and also my background and my photo at the About Me section on Tumblr ; both Tumblr .

After a few years kan banner aku yang lama tu ? Sampai naik bosan aku tengok . Dah lepas ni , ikrar tak tengok dah . Banner aku kali ni gambar aku dengan kakak-kakak dan adik-adik tercinta . Sayang yang teramat sangat la weh ♥

Gambar dekat About Me section tu actually gambar printscreen dari Tumblr :P I love Batman's symbol :D

Anywaaaayys , Yah dapat 4.00 for Matrix . Congrats , Yah :'D

10 Top Guys To Blame For My High Expectations

2011-05-15T12:47:00.003+08:00

#1 Ryan Sheckler

#2 Max Irons

#3 Andrew Garfield

#4 Liam Hemsworth

#5 Bruno Mars

#6 Scotty Mccreery

#7 Justin Bieber

#8 Francisco Lachowski

#9 Zac Efron

#10 Nick Jonas

Day Ten : 10 Final Words

2011-05-15T09:17:00.002+08:00

~~day ten : 10 final words~~

#1 AKHIRNYA

#2 HABIS

#3 JUGAK

#4 10

#5 DAYS

#6 CHALLENGE

#7 NI .

#8 ALHAMDULILLAH ,

#9 LEGA

#10 AKU .

My life

2011-05-14T08:58:00.003+08:00

Ini jelah apa aku buat . My life :/

Day Nine : 10 Ways To Win Your Heart

2011-05-14T08:34:00.002+08:00

~~day nine : 10 ways to win your heart~~

#1 Hormat orang , especially orang tua

#2 Tak lupa solat , tapi bukan ustaz la :P

#3 Fun to be with

#4 Friendly , but not too friendly

#5 Have the sense of humor

#6 *nipenting!*Gigi lawaaaaa (* *,)

#7 Tak kedekut senyuman

#8 Selalu ajak makan . Hihi

#9 Terima dengan selamba kesendawaan saya yang kuat lagi tak sopan langsung tu :P

#10 Likes to play with kids :'D

Woah . Senang la kali ni :P

Blogger.com

2011-05-14T08:32:00.001+08:00

SUMPAH KAU MENGGEDIK . BYE

Day Eight : 10 of Your Favourite Songs

2011-05-13T01:06:00.000+08:00

~~day eight : 10 of your favourite songs~~

#1 Can't Take That Away by Mariah Carey

#2 Greatest Love of All by Whitney Houston

#3 I Believe In You by El Divo feat. Celine Dion

#4 The Lazy Song by Bruno Mars

#5 Lagu lagu kebangsaan/merdeka *tak tipu punya

#6 Who's That Chick by Rihanna feat. David Guetta

#7 That Should Be Me by Justin Bieber

#8 Who Says by Selena Gomez

#9 Jangan terkejut tapi saya suka lagu lagu Wings

#10 Party Rock Anthem by LMFAO

Actually semua lagu boleh jadi best jika saya tahu liriknya . Saya tak kisah pasal genre :D

Happy birthday , dear Blogie :'D

2011-05-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

Woah ! Two years lah doh . Great . The one who sticks with me through thick and thin dah tua satu tahun lagi .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , BLOGIE ! :'D

Day Seven : 10 Important People

2011-05-12T15:57:00.000+08:00

~~day seven : 10 important people~~

#1 Mak

#2 Abah

#3 Siblings

#4Close Family

#5 Ryan Sheckler

#6 Edscuba Family

#7 Kakak-kakak DQ

#8 Michael Adam or nama melayunya Adam Mikhail ♥

#9 Arwah Tok Ayah & Opah

#10 The one who's reading this . Thanks :'D

P/s : I cheat . Today is supposed to be the twelve day . Benda game sepuluh hari je auu . K , sorry . Tak dapat online . And , disebabkan ini the seventh day aku online , aku buat ni day yang ke seven . Kthanksbye

Btw , saya tak nak ke sekolah dah . Tak kisah lah Melawati ke , CBN ke , tak nak jugak . K . Bye .

Day Six ; 10 Items You Can't Live Without

2011-05-06T10:28:00.003+08:00

~~day six : 10 items you can’t live without~~

#1 Nikon D60 . Rasa nak beli lain tapi sayang nak jual tu :S

#2 Internet . Seriously ,

#3 Mak dengan abah dengan kakak dengan Yah dengan abang dengan adik dengan Amir&Ammar dengan atok dengan nenek dengan acu dengan acuwan dengan cikta

#4 Laptop/PC . Ini include dengan internet ah

#5 Edscuba Family . Baba , Ibu Su , Alish , Ayen , Ayah , Ibu Linda , Tara , Aisy , Rafael , Daddy , Mummy , Dira , Billa , Aidil , Mama Yam , Kak Nina , Bangah , Boy , Girl , Jepa , Papa Bombay , Mama Yann , Jay , GG , Airil , Ryan , Danial , Fahim , Hanis , Hana , Abang Kassim dan semua semua ♥

#6 Kakak kakak DQ yang sporting gilaaaa :3 Kak Farah , kak Mar , kak Mida , kak Ejot

#7 Food . Obviously

#8 Moneeeeeyyyy $.$

#9 Minyak Thambi . Tapi sekarang dah takde :/

#10 Sound is my remedy , feeding me energy . Music is all I need

Saya suka Deadmau5 . Comel . Esok Deadmau5 dekat Sunway Lagoon . Bye .

Day Five ; 10 Wishes

2011-05-05T16:31:00.003+08:00

~~day five : 10 wishes~~

#1 Harap dapat tawaran masuk U . Kalau dapat , takde la aku rasa bodoh sangat . Kalau tak , haish . Faham faham sendiri la --'

#2 Seriously , I wish I have a gorgeous body . *Teruskan angan-angan kau , Athirah

#3 I wish I have an unlimited cash in my bank account :S

#4 K kalau tak dapat a gorgeous body pun , lose weight pun jadi la

#5 Become a great cook for my future husband and kids and grandkids . Awww :'D *tinggi angan-angan kau

#6 Dapat bawak mak dengan abah travel :3

#7 Hubungan dengan Edscuba family tak terpisah , sampai bila-bila sebab aku sayang gila semua orang :')

#8 I wish for a really fun and exciting job that I love doing , in the future

#9 Nak WiFi bersepah boleh ?

#10 I wish I have my very own Fairly Godparents like Timmy Turner . Cosmo & Wanda ♥

P/s : Gaji bila , gaji ? Oh btw , saya suka gambar kat atas . Credits to Azlan Yaacob :D

Day Four ; 10 Things You Want To Say To One Person

2011-05-04T11:04:00.003+08:00

~~day four : 10 things you want to say to one person~~

#1 You are very special to me

#2 I'll make you proud , one day

#3 Trust me , saya tak pernah berniat nak sakitkan hati awak

#4 I really do hope you understand me so well

#5 Nanti saya pulak belanja awak bila saya dapat gaji , kay ? (':

#6 Till death do us apart

#7 Nanti kalau saya ada duit banyak banyak sangat , saya bawak awak travel *Saya yang teringin sebenarnya :p

#8 I need you . I really do

#9 No matter what , you are the best

#10 Through my eyes , you are frigging perfect :'D

Day Three ; 10 Things You Hate

2011-05-03T00:50:00.003+08:00

~~day three : 10 things you hate~~

#1 Orang yang sombong . Minta maaf tapi serious tak suka gila dengan orang yang menyombong . Kerek nak mampus . E lu siapa , bro nak sombong sombong ? o.O

#2 Maaf tapi saya serious benci gila bila dipaksa & diperli . First of all , nak gtau ni , I'll do things whenever I feel like wanna do it . Jangan nak paksa paksa okay . Tak perlu pun . And second , kalau tak suka ke apa , minta tolong straight to the point . Tak perlu perli perli . Buat sakit hati plus menyampah dengar suara tu .

#3 Saya tak suka barang saya diambil / diguna / dipinjam tanpa kebenaran . Sorry , but that's so rude .

#4 Tunggu KTM . Serious menyampah . Lagi lagi time nak rush . Suka hati je KTM tu delay la , dibatalkan la . Hamboi .

#5 Orang yang hati dia je yang kena kita jaga . E , selfish nya awak . Kalau nak hati awak tu dijaga , jaga la hati orang lain jugak . Tolong jangan fikir diri sendiri je kay

#6 Oh oh . Saya tak suka bila MP4 saya habis bateri walaupun saya tak guna sebab dia ter-on masa berada dalam bag . Huish . Itu je lah satu satu nya benda yang boleh selamatkan saya masa time time awkward moment .

#7 Benci gila bila terasa macam cakap sensorang . Bapak rude ah biar orang cakap sorangsorang . Macam cakap dengan spender basah :'>

#8 Menyampah tengok orang cantik . Eh , dengki tu sebenarnya :P

#9 I hate it when I can't dive . Perasaan hampa tu , hanya aku dan Dia saja yang tahu :'/

#10 I seriously hate gaining weight even though that's the best thing I can do so far --'

Perasaan saya jadi photographer for Wings@IB : Teruja , bangga , girang , dan kawasan kawasan yang sewaktu dengannya . Thanks , Ibu Linda ♥ :'>

Day Two ; 10 Things You Love

2011-05-02T02:42:00.003+08:00

~~day two : 10 things you love~~

#1 My one and only Nikon D60 . Even though benda lopek , tak hebat mana , tapi aku bersyukur gila , sayang gila kat dia . Dah macam benda bernyawa dah . Haish , tanpa dia memang susah aku nak hidup . Pernah satu kes tu dia buat hal . Haish . Geram mak , nok !! Time time bila ada orang pegang , guna pun rasa macam nak rampaaaas je . Buruk perangai kau , nyah :P

#2 MP4 yang aku kutip . Itu lagi satu benda . Memang sayang gila , mampu menangis jugak la bila ketiadaan beliau . Bagai nak gilo mak ni ha , nyah :p

#3 Bilik tidur saya di teratak kediaman . Kalau masuk rasa macam taknak keluar . Macam ada hantu je . Hihihi :3

#4 I love to talk . Semua orang pun tahu . Mulut saya memang becok sangat . Takde insuran pulak tu . Mahap la , nok . Mak tak mampu nak bayar insuran :p

#5 Jam tangan Suunto D6 saya . Kepada yang tak tahu tu , kalau nak tahu , rajin rajin la Google . Kalau malas pun takpe . Takde siapa nak marah

#6 Saya rasa semua orang yang kenal saya , semua tahu saya ni memang obsess sangat dengan skaters . Siapa yang tak tahu tu , maknanya dia belum cukup kenal la tu . Memang obsess gilo lah ! Lebih - lebih lagi dengan yang bernama Ryan Sheckler . Uuuuiiish , cair hati mak , nok tengok dia :'> And btw peeps , dontcha dare nak minat minat dia ! Amboi , lagak macam dia hang punya ja . Nyampah mak :P

#7 Ni lagi satu , siapa tak tahu tu rasanya dia rabun . Saya memang obsess dengan scuba diving . Dalam sebulan tu mesti nak dive . Kalau tak dive tu rasa giannya subhanallah ! Macam apa je --'

#8 SAYA SAYANG GILA DENGAN EDSCUBA FAMILY . TOLONG TAHU . SEKIAN .

#9 Saya paling suka makan dan tidur . Well , who doesnt ?

#10 Last but not least , laptop buruk yang dah tua tu . Ya , memang dah kerepot dah laptop tu . Tapi nak buat macam mana , that's the only thing I got . Be thankful la :p

Btw , saya nak bagitahu semua orang , concert Wings@IB , both Superfriend & Rockestra , dua dua memang gempak ! Beyond awesome ! Nak ucap well done dekat Wings , Anggerik Event , Bombay Worldwide & all ! Good job ah ! :'D

Day One ; 10 Things About You

2011-05-01T00:43:00.006+08:00

~~day one : 10 things about you~~

#1 Biasa , bro . Kalau orang nak kenalkan diri sure benda pertama dia bagi tahu nama . Nama saya , berdasarkan IC saya yang semestinya berwarna biru , bukan merah bukan hijau tapi biru , Siti Nurathirah Binti Nor'Azlan . Ya , itulah sebenarnya nama saya . Nama Dayang Athirah yang ada kat section About me tu actually nama main main :3 Nak dibuatkan cerita , nama tu diberi sempena gang lah kokononnya masa form three dulu . Saje syok syok , sorang buat Tengku , sorang buat Sharifah , sorang buat Ungku and so on .

#2 Kalau nak diikutkan IC lah kan - tak habis lagi dengan IC aku ni sebenarnya , apa yang penting ; nama , alamat dengan tarikh lahir beserta dengan number IC . So sekarang ni saya nak bagitahu tarikh lahir . Saya dilahirkan pada 17hb November 1993 . For those yang kokonon tak tahu lagi umur , minta tolong do the math yourself :p

#3 Saya dengan bangganya , sambil buat muka bangga , hidung kembang kempis kembang kempis , nak bagitahu saya dah habis SPM . Sekian .

#4 Saya sangat suka makan . Tak kira time langsung . Oleh kerana itulah badan saya bambam dari kecik lagi :3 Comel kan ? Hihi :'>

#5 Saya tak tahu kenapa tapi saya tak suka gila bila orang pegang barang yang saya seriously can't live without . Rasa macam , eeeee kenapa pulak kau nak pegang ? Okay , perangai saya buruk sangat .

#6 Saya punya PHD sangat tinggi . Pantang nampak orang dapat lebih .

#7 Saya sangat baran . Saya tak boleh sabar lama lama . Boiling point saya sangatlah rendah . Dulu tak macam ni . Rasanya ada suis rosak kot dalam badan ni ? Entah .

#8 Saya rasa saya tak kenal diri saya sendiri sebab saya rasa susah gila bila nak describe pasal diri sendiri . Kena masuk something like camp or whatever untuk kenal diri sendiri ni :/

#9 Saya mempunyai keluarga-keluarga angkat yang sangat superb ! Baba Black , Ibu Su , Alish , Ayen , Ayah Joe , Ibu Linda , Tara , Aisy , Daddy Eddie , Mummy Eita , Dira , Billa , Aidil , Papa Bombay , Mama Yann , Jay , GG , Airil , Ryan , Mama Yam , Nina , Bangah , Boy , Girl & last but not least , Jepa . Buat masa ni memang ni ah family , ni jugak la kawan rapat . Serious bersyukur dapat kenal korang semua . Saya rasa saya tak segaja dah tersayang mereka terlampau melampau :')

#10 Impian dan angan-angan saya dari kecik , nak bangga kan mak dengan abah . Tapi tak pernah pun menjadi . Hm , work hard la next time :'/

K dah sepuluh . Thank goodness :p

10 Days Challenge

2011-05-01T00:38:00.002+08:00

Buka blog Bejah , nampak pulak benda ni . Aku fikir daripada aku melopong , macam best jugak kalau buat benda ni . Hihi :3

day one : 10 things about you

day two : 10 things you love

day three : 10 things you hate

day four : 10 things you want to say to one person

day five : 10 wishes

day six : 10 items you can’t live without

day seven : 10 important people

day eight : 10 of your favourite songs

day nine : 10 ways to win your heart

day ten : 10 final words

Aku start benda ni hari ni , bersamaan dengan 1 Mei 2011 :)

For those yang nak jugak buat benda ni , jangan segan , jangan malu , silakan :3

I'm always hungry

2011-04-21T16:02:00.002+08:00

Morning:

During class/work:

After class/work:

Lunch:

Dinner:

In the middle of the night:

Yet, I'm stil hoping I can be like this:

Ifuckingwish:/

Like a boss

2011-04-17T20:45:00.002+08:00

Nobody understands . Nobody will though

Cause I'm hardcore

2011-04-13T00:27:00.002+08:00

I'm hardcore , I'm hardcore !

I don't ride horses , I ride unicorns

I'm hardcore , I'm hardcore !

Gimme gimme gimme gimme more

*that is a part of the lyrics in I'm Hardcore by Ryan Higa . Kthanksbye

Depression

2011-04-12T14:32:00.002+08:00

Motif sebenar ? Faham faham senirik lerr :>

Saya sebenarnya tak sabar banget deh nak pergi IB 28hb ni . Kawan kawan , moh ler kita gegarkan IB ! Jangan lupa beli ticket untuk Konsert Opera Hidup Wings @Istana Budaya April 2011 :3

01042011

2011-04-04T23:14:00.003+08:00

Believe what you wanna believe . Kbye

Kes rindu rambut lama . Hihihi

2011-03-29T11:32:00.001+08:00

Hihihi . Itu je sebenarnya nak letak . Btw , I think I'm falling for you :'D

Just so you know ,

2011-03-26T10:43:00.002+08:00

I am not obsessed with you . It's just a role I play for myself . And I'm sorry if I ever make you feel uncomfortable or something . Kbye

Statusku yang dapat the most likes on facebook

2011-03-24T00:27:00.005+08:00

Kes sebelum pergi sekolah pagi hari nak ambik result . Cuak kebebeh doh dengan respon mereka masa tu . Bangun pagi je terus update status ni . Kena pulak malam sebelum tu tertidur time tengah tengok video kat Youtube , so laptop tak tertutuplah . Bangun je terus online . Update ah . Tunggu bapak lagi . Okay here's the best part ; Mak dengan Abah tak like pun ? I wonder if they read this or not ? o.O

Rinduuuu

2011-03-24T00:10:00.004+08:00

Result , dirahsiakan . Tapi for sure , layak mendapat sijil dan semua lulus . Hmm okay lah tu . Aku tak bijak macam orang lain . Sorry la semua orang . Aku tak dapat nak banggakan sesiapa dengan result tu :'/

*tadi sedap pergi karok tiga jam dekat WWM sebaik sahaja selesai segala hal dan kes di sekolah . Eh mana ada ter-released segala perasaan yang ada tadi . Puas . Memang terbaekk wokk ! :'D

Put your expectations high - sometimes

2011-03-22T20:24:00.003+08:00

Mak , abah . I hope you guys read this .

I may not be the most clever daughter you guys have ever had . And I may not be the daughter that has always made you guys proud . I'm sorry . But there's one thing I'd like to ask before tomorrows comes . High expectations are good , but please don't put your hopes too high this time . I can't promise you anything , even 5 As . I'm sorry . Truly am . I believe , just because I fail once , I'm gonna fail at everything . I'll make you guys proud . I am pretty sure I will , someday .

XOXO ,

Your daughter

Menyampah

2011-03-20T13:28:00.006+08:00

Semalam saya frust dengan Supermoon . Ada ke patut time aku cari dia takde , time aku tak cari pun dia takde -.-' Dah la GG asyik busy dengan game je semalam . Haish . Tapi serious , frust gila tak nampak supermoon semalam .

Btw , happy birthday , Kak Eja . Hadiah lu nanti nanti je wa buat :p

Goodbye , happiness . Hello , result SPM

2011-03-19T23:45:00.003+08:00

I feel so untouched and I want you so much that I just can't resist you , it's not enough to say that I miss you . Saya rindu sudah bha sama Arif Farhan saya :P

Result SPM 23 hb nanti . Rasa macam tiap entry aku nak masukkan tarikh result SPM 2010 .

Countdown : 4days left

AHJ12 ♥

2011-03-18T18:47:00.002+08:00

Kak Farah asyik sentap je rini :'( Lek luuuuuu . Nanti saya belanja dinner . Ramai ramai kita celebrate :'D

Hari ni last day kat DQ . Kbye

Salam Perpisahan :')

2011-03-18T01:12:00.003+08:00

Taknak cakap lebih . Just wanna say , hi . Remember me still ? Yeah , I still exist , in case you had forgotten . Oh and happy birthday btw :'D

Kakak tahpape tetiba ingatkan saya zaman kat Sabah dulu . Damn , rindu gila ;') Rindu nak beli roti kat kakak roti nyanyi nyanyi tu . Rindu nak jalan jalan kat KK sensorang macam orang hilang arah . Rindu nak naik bas turun KK . Rindu nak makan kat cafe Kampung CD . Rindu abang yang hantar saya pergi airport :'P K kesimpulannya saya rindu nak duduk UMS , walaupun takde benda yang nak dibuat xP

Bye , Aunty Ellys . Hingga ketemu lagi . Thanks for everything :'D

NEVER REGRET ANYTHING BECAUSE AT ONE

TIME IT WAS EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANTED

Amboi , biadap .

2011-03-17T13:07:00.000+08:00

Tolong bagi kerjasama . Sumpah menyirap dengan perangai kau . Kbye

Countdown

2011-03-16T10:04:00.001+08:00

7 days till 23rd March . K mana ada cuak --"

Kekasih gelapku :'D

2011-03-11T19:22:00.006+08:00

A , badan awak macam tu kan ? Sado nak mampuih . Aduh , tergoda I . Tapi ni bukan gambar awak . Tapi gentle sado lah , kekasih gelapku :'D

I'm off to Tioman tonight . Bubbye . Nak dive dengan kekasih gelapku ;p

Sekarang tengah kecoh kes Tsunami dengan earthquakes . Aduuh , there's nothing else we can do except for pray and trust Allah . Ktuje .

Nur Amanina , aku sayang kau jugak lah gedik . Jangan nak mengada-ngada nak menyundal sedih sedih pulak . Kali ni aku tak main tuduh je k . Dah kbye

Butterfly phone case for Nadirah Yazmin

2011-03-10T02:30:00.001+08:00

Hari tu lupa nak update . Min order phone case size Nokia C3 haritu . Ni hasil ;

Sekian . Itu sahaja . Btw , phone milik Nina :p

Guitar Phone Case for my big little brother :)

2011-03-07T23:50:00.001+08:00

Hope you like it , bro :)

Batman :)

2011-03-07T12:31:00.003+08:00

My Batman Phone Case . I made it myself :)

* Awak , tolong jangan main tuduh je . Sumpah saya tak minat . Perangai tolong matured sikit ya ;)

I have someone accompany me in my bedroom . Suuuiit !!

2011-03-02T05:10:00.004+08:00

Dear Mr.Johnny Bravo or whatsoever your name was . Why on earth are you in my bedroom . I mean , seriously man . My bedroom ? Is it really necessary ?

Hm , thanks lah uols yang mengangkat , bawak masuk Johnny dalam bilik aku . Mana ada aku terperanjat masa aku masuk bilik tu . Dah la masuk bilik , tutup pintu baru tahu nak bukak lampu . Terima kasih banyak banyak . Kbye

*tiap kali masuk bilik terkejut sebab ingat ada orang . Seriously , I better get used to it before I die . Mati terkejut namanya

#1 rule to life : Do what makes you happy

2011-03-02T04:22:00.002+08:00

Aku nak buat confessions . K

Aku seriously benci dengan orang yang guna barang aku tanpa izin . Eh kau ingat aku ni apa ? Segala jadah barang aku semua ni barang awam ? Senang hati je masing masing nak guna tanpa izin . Aku maki karang sia sia hidup masing masing . Tolong jangan buat sampai aku naik angin . Aku tak kisah , kalau nak guna . Boleh , memang boleh . Tapi mintak izin ah dulu . Ini macam apa je , tahu tahu barang aku rosak la , merata la . Tapi bila tanya , eh ada sebenarnya orang nak mengaku . Irresponsible ,
Selama aku hidup , tak tahu pulak aku bila ada gathering ke segala jadah event semua dalam bilik aku . Please , come on lah you guys . Nak masuk memang boleh tapi tak boleh ke respect sikit ? Sebelum masuk , ketuk pintu . Dah bukak pintu , tutup balik . Nak bukak aircond ke apa ke , tanya ah dulu boleh ke tidak . Oh and tolong jangan makan dalam bilik aku selagi aku tak bagi izin apa apa .
Kalau dah tahu guna barang orang , tolong pulangkan serta merta tak boleh ke ? Ke letak kat tempat asal mana korang jumpa jadah tu ke . Kan ke molek sikit perangai tu ?
Kata la aku takde kat rumah , korang nak guna barang aku . Kenapa tak boleh call ke , mintak izin nak guna ke apa ? Katakanlah itupun aku pinjam orang punya , kalau rosak siapa nak ganti ? Aku . Kalau kata aku sayang benda tu , korang guna rosak , siapa yang merana ? Aku . Ada ke orang nak ganti ? Ada ke orang nak mengaku dia yang rosakkan ? Macam aku cakap tadi , irresponsible . Masing masing irresponsible .
Aku dah letak password untuk desktop . Nak bukak , pandai pandai cari sendiri . Kalau tak jumpa , alamatnya terpaksa la korang tanya aku sendiri . Cara tu je aku dapat fikir untuk buat semua yang nak guna mintak izin dulu . At least aku tahu siapa yang bukak .
I'm sorry for bitching bout all of this is fucking "crap" . The truth is , I am sick and tired of being fucking nice to everyone and all of you treated me like a piece of fucking shit . I want some respect . Oh wait , no . It's not like I "want" some respect . I deserve some respect . Yes . this is me . I'm fucking sensitive . I acted like I dont give a fuck , but I did . I just didn't show it . So yeah , this is fucking me . Dont like it ? Awwwww , baby . I was not born to please every mother-fucker on this planet . So deal with it .

Mintak maaf la kalau ada sesiapa terasa ke apa . Memang patut pun --' Okay didnt mean to be a fucking bitch but I am so pissed of right now , so yeahh .

Nak kunci bilik tapi tombol pintu bilik selalu rosak . Jadah , jangan tanya kenapa . Aku sendiri tak tahu . Tahu tahu dah rosak . Pund --'

Knakbuatpostlainbye.

*I thought room was made for us to have our own private moment ? Wasn't it ? o.O

My Mr. Moustachio

2011-02-24T02:02:00.003+08:00

Hee , agak agak dah lama jugak ah en aku tak menjahit . Rasa rindu pulak . Sebab tu aku jahit Mr. Moustachio ni .

Okay maybe tak comel macam koleksi koleksi aku yang lain - ceh comel ke yang lain lain tu ? :p - tapi dia ni kacak woo . Siap dengan misai dia yang senget tuh :p Tersenget doh , hihi .

Aku actually pergi Sabah hari ni , tapi baju satu apa aku tak siapkan lagi . Hohoho , nanti nanti je ah . Tengah excited ni dengan kewujudan Mr. Moustachio :p

Kthanksbye

Inilah dia akibat kebosanan dan kestressan bekerja

2011-02-23T13:00:00.002+08:00

Kbye

Kedengki ni :/

2011-02-23T12:12:00.003+08:00

Fuck , I dont know what to say to this . Just fucking sweet (*;

Watch this ! This is an order !!

Sejuk ah office rini :S

2011-02-22T16:24:00.005+08:00

Eh tadi sampai je office , saya on FB . Benda pertama saya buat tuh :p Saya tengok ada notification menyatakan bahawa Helmi ada post kat wall saya . Saya check .

Then saya reply lerr . Pastu tak pasal , ada orang comment .

K . Serious kelakar sikit part tu :'P

Oh bythewaaaaaayy , I have the best manager evaaaaaaa ! Seriously , the best :*D

*Cakap siang pandang pandang , cakap malam dengar dengar please

Mintak maaf

2011-02-21T00:43:00.002+08:00

Saya nak post ni . Kena jugak . They got me say " Awwww " . Damn , they're sweet together :') And believe it or not , I almost cry doh . Hah . Aku pulak yang emo lebih . Takpe , macam tu pun boleyh :p

From Taylor to Adam ;

From Adam to Taylor ( Reply ) ;

Damn this is seriously , fucking sweet :')

Kelisa Hitam :D

2011-02-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hohoho . Leganya dapat karok hari Sabtu lepas , dengan Iman , Abang , Adik dengan Nazrin --' Okay , takpe . Rasanya "perlu" diberitahu tu . Dalam pukul 1 AM jugaklah sampai rumah . Mana ada penat , dengan seharian jaga si kembar dua ekor gendut kesayangan saya tu ♥

Pagi tadi saya seronok . Pergi FRIM , saya jog plus jalan laju laju tanpa henti sambil menyedut udara yang segar bugar tu :p *Jangan nak sedut sangat ah , Tira oi --' Saya mula berangan jika saya ada bopreng , saya nak ajak dia buat riadah tiap weekends . So dia wajib adakan waktu riadah dalam jadual harian dia . Awwww , mesti seronok *Okay , teruskan angan - angan anda .

Hari Khamis minggu depan saya bertolak ke Sabah . K tuje nak bagitahu .

Oh ada sesiapa yang tahu ikat rambut cenggini *rujuk gambar bawah* ?? Siapa tahu , tolong gtauuuu . Trimas :D